Me,myself and I

Life is a mystery with the inability to be conquered by all.

We live our lives looking for clues to the meaning of life and the purpose for our very existence. Not knowing how we came to be, but know that we are.

Throughout our lives we express our many untapped emotions, for better or worse. Whether it leads us down the dark abyss or towards the light of the skys above.

We have come to the realisation that we get to choose how we respond to actions that occur around us.

This is my story.

08:00 I am a very eccentric person with a extraordinary storytelling ability. I enjoy my days at school not for the learning of course, but the lessons I get taught through actions of others and how they overcome their obstacles or crumble before them. I observe my environment with a neutral ambiance. Being a spectator in my own life. It might sound sad but I am thoroughly fond of the thought. I create mental notes of others, acknowledging their strengths and weaknesses.

14:15 When the schoolday ends the real excitement starts. I get to walk home. Sounds very simple and mundane but it is a adventure and for some it would even be considered fighting an uphill battle. Do not get me wrong four kilometers is far ,but the journey is the reward that many cannot afford. Most do not have time for leisurely walks but the sacrifice that I make is worth every drop of sweat that is shed.

14:45 I have the honor of unraveling nature and all its beauty. From the changing of the tree’s leaves during autumn to the kindness of all the employees and there respective jobs. The route is a gorgeous scenic view that makes one forget about all that hardships that occurred the weekend before.

15:20 As I get home, the universe stops and I begin to slouch as my body begins to go numb with the liquid on my body providing to cool shiver. I free myself from my shackles that I have been burdened with from the moment that I lay my eyes to my blank canvas above.

15:30 The surface shifts below me as I collide against a soft, yet unforgiving cloud of thorns. Not knowing whether it will be my excutioner or savior.

15:40 I dose off in my meticulous dreams wondering what changed and what remained, with courtesy towards the unknown and spontaneous thoughts that I may have as emotions flood through my being. I try to cease every moment I spend within myself, trying to reach what is buried in the mist of my mind…

15:55 Feeling uneasy I stand up and take a moment to come back to reality and brush off my thoughts with hunger compelling me and overshadowing what I felt before. I carry a watchful eye knowing that anytime I might be interrupted by my meddlesome angels.

16:00 Upon their arrival I am at peace keeping myself in check. Allowing myself to be distracted until everything dissipates. I pour my attention into the my guardians who guide me as I walk through this treacherous road known as life. I start to reminisce on my life before them which seems to have no worth without them. Just as swift as they came they vanish not knowing when it my be the last.

19:30 I wait for the warden to provide me with my meal, the only thing I bare to look forward to. With a hope that it would be enough to please even the rats around. I eat my full taking down every last bit of dirt that I could manage with a foul taste that leaves my mouth.

22:00 I begin to think as I lay with my sins. Slowly dosing into what might be my internal slumber. Moving into this realm that I do not recognize, but welcome it with open arms. I experience a cycle of events that are yet to happen, dormant whilst time moves forward…

06:00 I am abruptly woken up by the warden wishing me a safe trip to my demise.

I have hope that the day has a new meaning for me to discover…

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