An abnormal feeling of being hurt. As if your heart was punctured by a thousand needles. You feel like you lost everything you felt as emotions begin to fade away. You become lost, searching endlessly for something that is missing. I experience the feeling of giving up and a compass leading no where, but to sadness.
You do not realise how much something hurts until you experience a robbery and they steal your most irreplaceable possession. Your Heart.You begin to lose hope and are at your lowest, almost having no purpose in life, but move along aimlessly in it until one day you fall.
You fall back into that nightmare you crawled out of. As you walk with devoid eyes that carry no sympathy nor charity. To be reincarnated and walk this earth as those who others fear most. To gouge and skewer those who impaled your kindness. To gut those who sliced your innocents. To sin on others who others value.
Note to self: Bury your possessions deep in the ground and never look back
It is not worth the risk. It’s better to never be found than stolen by another demon.
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