Have you ever done something or made a decision and regretted it only to realise how grateful you should have been?
As the beginning of this year dawned upon me. I was put in a position where i would have to make drastic and firm decision which in turn would result in consequences and sacrifice. I began off with cutting ties with some people as if it were severing my limbs apart. I realised that it has to be done in order for me to achieve self improvement as well as self growth.
A quote i once heard for told that if one wants to reach the top, you would have to do it by yourself as unfortunately people turn into weights that hold you down.
After a bit of time and solitude, I realised that Im only human thats all i can be. I cant be programmed to solely living me life to achieve with build connections. I am incapable of achieve with the human experience of connection and in doing so i realised that even though for me to achieve and be successful, I let people walk with me on my road to salvation.
I once believed that those who couldnt add on to your life, plagued it only to decay you effort and potential. I was wrong as they were actually heavenly fruits who were yet to be rippened. There was this ominous fruit that use to make fearful of what it could be, but through my time away from nurturing i came to a realisation that i shouldnt care what it will turn into but what it can become as long as i keep looking after it. Because just as much that i matter to it, it matters to me.
Even though the greenery looks like weeds of havoc it can always the potential to be tulips of happiness. It all depends on how you treat them and how you cherish them as you can determine how everything goes fo
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