When you have no reason to peer into the darkness yet you choose to. You soon begin to realise how you are become consumed in this feeling of loss and despair. You do not know where it comes from but what you do know is that it feels necessary.
I do not necessarily want to feel like this but it seems my existence is roped into this abyss. I have no malice for any person but I do not want to converse or associate with others. I will try to be compliant with the laws of life but other than that I’ll keep to myself. I no longer feel the need to provide for people and no need to help others more than needed.
All things need to come to a end at some point and thus being a saviour and a beacon of hope also has to stop. People need to stop being dependent on others and need to be self sufficient as they will crumble to the cycle of life. The truth of darkness and humans is that they compliment each other in people not needing others to cope and survive. But themselves as darkness is just a instrument to enforce that way of thinking .
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